lovely living

*warning: this is a long description that i want to get off my chest. feel free to read if you want to lmao.

i’ve been contemplating about the future lately. ie wondering how my house will look like and how i’ll decorate it, my career, my husband, my kids. i know its wrong to stay in the future but the idea has embedded in my mind…it wont escape. just the mad curiosity and outcome of how everything will turn out is keeping me in anxiety and also the up-most enthusiasm.

but my thoughts are so eccentric and intricate everything is order and fully decorative in regards to what my life will be and how my home will look. alright so its gonna start off with the wedding and honeymoon. to be truthfully honest, i do not want a big wedding most girls want to go crazy but its just who i am. its the same with parties, im not a big party girl cuz i’d rather spend my time with just people i know at a kickback although it is nice to meet great and sweet people. but yes, my wedding ceremony will be small not entirely small i want it to still be extremely enticing, illuminate, and ravishingly gorgeous for sure and my wedding dress will mirror the wedding as well. im a long dress lover so my dress will be long still deciphering whether it should be a tube or strap i know i want the dress w/ a little extra side layer that will be connected at the waist with a white gold broach. if i could draw this out for you i would but if any of you will be attending my future wedding you’ll know what im talking about. the honeymoon, i’ve always always wanted to go to europe and japan. my main dream sites…and will remain that way until it happens to me. im not gonna go super into it. cuz yeah…too much. so my house, (i low key am obsessed with interior designing) i want it to look sophisticated yet classy and creative. i want color-schemed and themed based rooms to set the mood every time. i even want my dishes to look a certain way (i have a small fetish with kitchen-ware too). oh and also those fancy teapots…yup im getting one of those for sure. also i want the master bedroom to look a certain way i want there to be an entrance room kinda like a mini living room and then another entrance for the bed and bathroom. i dont want to get into that too much or it’ll take a WHILE. there will be a room where only Flaboe may subside in and Flaboe only. thats probably going to be a whole different place though most likely a decked out pool house. i know imma stay friends with them forever. i want a giant backyard (which is also my favorites, landscape design <3) with a 8 foot deep pool that comes with a jacuzzi which will be slightly elevated so it’ll make a small waterfall to the pool. oh and the pool will come with a crazy slide and a wave imput system. just cuz waves are fun :) it’ll also include a basketball/tennis/volleyball/badmitten court and a work out room, not gonna get into that either. ooo and also a big 3 car garage, a car that’s simple like a lamborghini for my husband and the limited edition GTbycitroen for me, i mean its only 1.83 mil. shoot that’ll be pocket money…nahh im kidding lmao. just a simple nissan will always make me happy, that’s my baby. speaking of babies if i do have a child by the time i become wealthy enough to afford this dream house of mine i want that room to be a piece of disneyland in there. so attractive to the a child’s eye that even my husband will have no problem chillin in there once in a while. yes, my husband will be the pants in the relationship, but imma be everything that makes up the pants. muhahaha! but i know my husband will be a mature man but a child at heart. i mean who doesn’t want their husband to be good with kids right? im sorry but even my laundry room will be fancy not too fancy but it’ll be cool. 

im pretty sure these thought are here because the summer is over and a new semester is beginning. im ecstatic about the next few weeks of school (: i’ve got plans to extend my idea of over-achievement and seriously do some damage in each of my classes especially my major classes. i believe this is the reason why i’ve been so concentrated on the future. because i finally feel un-lost once again. i have a plan again…and it feels great.