August 2010
favorite picture.
his recent one! he’s smiling and has his shirt off…lol just saying…and i don’t wanna post it cuz i know everyone knows what it looks like already.
day one.
im doin this CUZ I CANNN…and i won’t see alot of these. dahaha. okay.
so i met aaron at the old patchen house and major was doin her hw i believe…and aaron was askin somethin and she wouldnt answer it right so i answered. and then WABAAAAM!!!!!!!!!!!…introduction (: low key i already had a feeling that i was gonna start liking him soon. and yeah, i did. lol….with a...
one confession.
whenever im extremely sad or depressed. whenever im mad and i just want to punch every wall… i stay quiet….when im super quiet and isolate myself from my surroundings thats when im screaming outta the top of my lungs in my head. just yelling chaotic rampages of nonsense. ORR i clean, EVERYTHING. to the point where everything is sanitized and spotless. forreal….sqeaky clean type...
two faces.
even though a lot of things make me “/?
i still think my life is B]
three turn ons.
nice smile- a guy that has a nice smile definitely captures me, on an instant.
sense of style- i loveeee that. forreal its like a plus.
music- if he actually likes real music that he could actually listen to…the ones with meaningful words…nice chorus..good beat/ melody..and not that techno sounds or “songs” about girls, sex, pussy, dicks…lol…than yeah. thats...
soo many thoughts entering and exiting…confused on how i should feel or…if im overreacting like i usually do…im very hesitant to admit it…and i can’t be selfish…i guess, i’m just scared that one day i might end up- never mind.
four turn offs.
if you smoke cigarettes- im sorry idk why thats a turn off to me…it just is.
no general hygiene- i need a clean man, to take care of his self.
inconsiderate- yeah…if you don’t give a fuck about my thoughts…then no.
irresponsible- a guy that is more well-rounded is what i like. a guy with balance to when he can mess around and when to be serious.
five people.
aww damn. only 5..hm.
kate
aaron
aundrey
josh
jan
ugh…so much other people :(
six things.
i never should’ve did anything to my hair.
i never should’ve been concerned of what people thought of me, especially sophomore year.
i never should’ve acted like a different person.
i never should’ve gotten lazy junior year
i never should’ve made that bad decision in 2008
i never should’ve betrayed anyone in my young adolescence.
seven things.
one of the most things that run through my mind is my future and how i have to accomplish it. im always always planning ahead no matter what. its just me i guess.
i know i think about how i can try to make aaron smile all the time. even though we’re both pissed off. after we fight, i try to think of a way to make it up to him somehow.
other times i think about the past…of how i met...
eight ways. (in no order)
sense of humor- laughter is important to me (:
small thoughtful gestures- it lets me know that its from your heart
random surprises- like random visits! definitely make me smile.
conversationist- talking about anything and keeping it going forever..lovee long talks.
intelligent- sexy..forreal.
talented- makes me see that there’s diversity about your outlooks and morals.
patience- i...
nine things.
i was born in the phillippines.
i like fluffy-looking clouds.
clowns and oceans scare me.
museums and observatories are my favorite.
i love mythology, astrology, and opthamology, etc
i just recently started to have an interest in diverse religions.
i wonder about many things in the world.
life is meant to kick my ass…& its doing a good job. LOL.
i still love my life.
